Painful

Yes. It is.
Having a bad news in the morning is completely wrong way to start the day. Definitely ruin all the schedules.
But Life goes on.
Don't stop.
Indeed I'm crying. A lot. But I know it will go away too.

Thanks C, whenever you read this post, to always listen to this stupid stubborn person.
This is just hurt. So much.

:'(

C, I'll try not to pretend that everything is OK. Now I'm brave enough to say, I'm not OK right now. 

But thank God I have warm and good family also bestfriend :)

Maybe thousand or even more girls are having the same feeling right now, waiting for the time to be stronger and start head-up for new days. Let's finish it. Finish all the tears.

So, no life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone - mitch albom. This note is also a reminder for myself.