Offshore assignment :)

Here we go again, offshore assignment. When other people are busy with what's gonna be the plan for long weekend, I'm heading offshore. Sans problemo, I'm happy :) this expensive feeling that maybe so many people not really sure about. This is now. I'm single and doesn't matter, must meet someone else better later.

When we go for offshore assignment, one of the most important points is : we're escaping this Jakarta horrible traffic jam! Despite of whatever demonstration happen, jakarta will still have permanent traffic jam. This city just need clean government that completely corruption free! People oriented.

Yeah, I don't have any big contribution to the city yet, except my tax paid to central government. I'm doing the things which I believe still make my self-competences improving.

Financial problem shouldn't be a threat for doing hardwork, it's even make u stronger to survive! Just head up! Learn more and do more, breakthrough the living bonds!
Me also grown up in mid-class family. My parents both are government employee, we were also had difficult time back then. But for sure, hardwork can make the condition better. Not to be selfish having all the fancy huge house, everytime u have something more, share it to other people, doing this way, my family even feel richer.

Just a random thoughts.

Wake Up!

Today I was learning such a new tools in the workshop. 

Very interesting, and completely hands-on! I like this kind of mechanical things, probably I'm not really good at it, but every time I do the job with all the hand tools -allen key, screwdriver, chain tong, pipe wrench- I feel so strong!

So Wake Up! 

   

Wasn't that tired but now I'm tired.

It is not that complicated to make me feel comfort. Just stay there, listen, let's discuss, talk and talk, then, voila! problem solved.

Well, today supposed to be perfect with the mom's and dad's day out. Started with late wake up, enjoyable breakfast, swimming, healthy lunch, having some traditional face-acupressure (?) or totok wajah, quick nap at laswi, and seafood as the dinner.

Afterall, then this chatting conversation begin.. A bit high pressure in it, but I've tried to take it slow and patient, then it come his word : tired, which I considered this as so selfish. You are not the only one who feel this way. Why don't you just open your mind and let's keep it simple. I was not asking you the super complicated thing. Just super duper simple and fun talk, then finish, everybody happy.

But yeah. Life isn't perfect. :-|

 

Life is not perfect. I know.

Life is not perfect.
I will let him go.

:'(

Painful

Yes. It is.
Having a bad news in the morning is completely wrong way to start the day. Definitely ruin all the schedules.
But Life goes on.
Don't stop.
Indeed I'm crying. A lot. But I know it will go away too.

Thanks C, whenever you read this post, to always listen to this stupid stubborn person.
This is just hurt. So much.

:'(

C, I'll try not to pretend that everything is OK. Now I'm brave enough to say, I'm not OK right now. 

But thank God I have warm and good family also bestfriend :)

Maybe thousand or even more girls are having the same feeling right now, waiting for the time to be stronger and start head-up for new days. Let's finish it. Finish all the tears.

So, no life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone - mitch albom. This note is also a reminder for myself.

Kicauan Pagi

Kemarin, saya gabung dengan teman2 pergerakan pembangunan jembatan.
Ada pengalaman menarik yg saya ingin dokumentasikan, karena mungkin saya akan lupa bahwa ada hal ini yg terbesit dalam pikiran saya sekarang.
Kenapa bekerja di company ini dianggap sesuatu yg "aneh"? atau "buruk"? atau apa? kmrn saat memperkenalkan diri pada seserorang yg saya anggap keren, one of people's rockstar, memicingkan mata saat saya menyatakan profesi dan tempat saya bekerja. Well, positively, mungkin dia terpikir saya adalah bagian dari org2 yg bekerja diluar passion.
I'm so open with discussion, jadi gpp kok klo ada pandangan apapun, baik atau buruk.
Jikalau memang pekerjaan ini bukan sesuatu hal yg saya sukai, tapi saya masih akan berjuang melakukannya.pekerjaan lapangan bukan hal yang buruk, bahkan menurut saya, disini teruji banget fisik dan mental. Saya makin ingin buktikan kalau pergerakan hati ini jelas. Saya ingin bisa memberikan manfaat bagi orang-orang di sekitar saya. Dan jika saat ini pekerjaan saya ini cenderung "menyiksa", saya akan tetap berjuang, dan semoga ini memang kehendak Yang Kuasa, saya juga berdoa untuk selalu ditunjukkan jalan hanya olehNya.

good date :)

thanks to you my man :)
for last night..
love u more and more